This song really reflected how i feel towards her now.. although this is an old song.. but only today when i was practising piano on this song, then i really feel the lyrics.. and this song is for you.. (this entry is related to the one below..)
Hmm.. the night before.. i dreamt of her.. hmm.. she had not been so close to me since we last met in january.. in the dream, she just look at me in my eyes without saying anything.. just the same as how she look at me when we just started.. i can feel the love from how she look at me.. i really miss her so much.. but.. i think its an answer she gave me, asking me to leave and forget about her.. after 2 days of deep thought, i had decided to really move on.. to throw away the 1% of chance that im still holding on..
Although it started like a fairytale, but it's not necessary to end like a fairytale.. im neither your prince nor knight.. and that's our un-fated destiny.. once again, goodbye love..
Monday, September 22, 2008
Kikiude ni genjitsu o tori Mou kataude ni doutoku o kazashi Mune no oku ni ai o tomoshite atama no naka de tenbin ni kakeru Ussou to shigeru yami no naka Jibun no kage o kakusu you ni Kitanai SOROBAN hajiku oto nari hibiku Sekai yo tomare
Kanjou wa jama ni naru dake no sekai sa Uchikoroshitekure yo Tenbin ni kaketa no wa dare? SOROBAN de hajiku no wa dare? HAAMERUN no fuefuki wa dare? Ookami shounen wa ittai dare? Sonna no doudemo ii hodo Ima kimi o aishiteru yo
Hana yo ima sakihokore Boku ni oshiete okure Ima koko ni ikiru imi o Asu ga kuru wake o
Kikiude ni yokubou o mochi Mou kataude ni haitoku o kakushi Mune no oku ni ai o tozaseba Atama no naka de seija ga warau Akichi ni saku kenage na hana Furisosogu hikari o ubau BIRU ga sobietachi Hitobito wa sono BIRU ni me o kagayakase Yagate hana wa kokyuu o tometa Kaze ga tada yasashiku nadeta Kaze dake ga yasashiku nareta
Ikiru koro sore wa Nani mo mienai yami no naka o samayou you na Shinu koto sore mo mata yami Owari wa keshite hajimari dewa nai Dakara koso ima yami o terasu Saikou ni naru you inochi moyasu Kagayaki o hanatsunda Ikiteru akashi hakanaku tsuyoku
Hana yo ima sakihokore Kimi ga oshiete okure Ima koko ni ikiru imi o Asu ga kuru wake o Itsunohika shiniyuku boku wa Kimi ni nani ga dekiru darou Hi wa nobori hikari wo sosogu Towa ni kono sekai ni
Monday, September 15, 2008
This dance choreograph in this song is really super dope.. and im gonna learn it!!~ xD enjoy it..
Actually.. that's how i feel.. it all reflected on jie lun's song.. everything happened too fast.. sometimes, really will stare into the air and think about you.. that gentle smile on your face, which had long gone from my memories.. today, saw your photos in my handphone again.. i only had that 2 photos of yours.. somehow, i really wanna close my eyes n miss you once again.. before it's gone..
-I really don't mind staring into the air forever, just to think about you-
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Alright.. tell you guys something about destiny.. i love the phrase an old man told the girl in the movie.. "Destiny is a bridge you build to the person you love".. woots.. meaningful right? lols.. love it.. just wanna tell those friends who are giving up hopes on their relationships that.. don't give up.. destiny is in your own hands.. you build your own path to your happiness, your destination, which is your Destiny.. xD so, for friends who know me well know that i don't believe in fate.. i believe in hard work.. and God will lead me through..
So, better think twice of giving up.. start to plan and work hard building your bridge to your destiny.. but not just sit there and wait for your fate to come.. =)
Hey~ its early in the morning 4.14am now.. n im blogging at this time.. oh well.. its not any strange thing though.. lols.. but i just came back from a movie named "My Sassy Girl".. this movie reminds me of her.. which is my very own sassy girl.. although she had left me for 6 months and 27 days.. but i really want to tell her that.. "girl, i still miss you a lot.. that girl in the show somehow reminds me of you.. like how you command me to do things.. hahas.. how i wish that you could read my blog.. but i know that it doesn't matters you anyway.. yet, you will always be in my memories.. although we only had been through a month.. but you impacted my life ever since you entered my life, you will always stay in the bottom of my heart for the rest of my life.. nothing can change it.. thus, i don't have the courage to talk to you.. because i know that you won't even bother to reply me.. so the only thing i could do is to blog here.. really wish that you are doing fine.. live your life to the fullest.. and fulfill whatever dreams you dream of.. i will never forget that 1 month that we'd been through.. and most importantly.. i will never forget you.. take care, my sassy girl.." oh well.. really hope someone can tell her about my blog and she could at least come and read how i feel.. she just suddenly left me with a stupid excuse.. is really too fast for me to realise that we had already ended.. even until now.. but, im moving on.. =)
Alright.. this is about another matter that suddenly came to my mind.. is actually about a friend.. i will not mention the name.. just suddenly remembered that he commented about my gf(which is my ex i mentioned above..) was too young.. she is 18 this year.. oh.. and this friend of mine, he had a gf recently.. and today, i somehow get to know how old his gf is.. and she is also 18.. isn't her the same age as my ex? lols.. i don't care how long they can last.. but i just feel that my friend was just slapping his own face.. puke something out and eat back his own vomit.. lols.. =X oh well.. whatever~ xP
Friday, September 5, 2008
Hmm.. finally can relief myself today.. at least.. a little? =) went to sing k with my friends.. although i still sounds weird to myself.. but i will keep striving hard..
Anyway.. i dun wanna think about it so much already.. just let nature take its course barhs~ 好烦啊!!~ nevermind.. will go shopping tomorrow.. =) but before that.. need to do some calculations for my savings and daily allowance first.. before i spend everything away.. lols.. =)
Thursday, September 4, 2008
What's love? does anybody knows about it? why is it so complicated? why cant just make it simple? i don't wanna get the kind of feeling of being stuck in between of situations of whether to carry on or give up again.. its not easy.. being haunt by the old memories.. n worrying about the on-coming.. is that whats love is supposed to be? can someone at least explain this to me?
If you doesn't belong to me.. please get out of my mind.. i beg you.. i don't want to lose my concentration on what i NEED and what i AM doing already..
PS. for my friends.. i didn't mention anyone's name.. so don't anyhow guess.. thank you.. =)
いらっしゃいませ
プロフｱーイル
たくみ henry
what about the rest info?
for you to know ,for me to find out :D
